KajeFails: The YouTube Chronicles

I have been very open about my emotional problems, the longer I've been home, the more I've seen where they are coming from, and I'm also noticing a very unfortunate cycle, one that I am fighting tooth and nail to break. Like I mentioned before I graduated in December and since then I have still been unable to find a job. The ones that I've been offered barely pay minimum wage for work that deserves twice that, or they were for places that I've already work and promised myself I would never return to. I asked for one summer without my younger cousins because I'm not in a good place emotionally, and I feel like as usual I did not get what I wanted. But I've been coping as best I could for a little more than a month, and by that I mean BARELY coping. Where I am mentally and emotionally in life has been reflecting in my videos. The stress of life was consuming me and I sounded as dead in my videos as I felt inside. When it comes down to it, being this much ...